Monday, May 5, 2008

doesnt matter.

it's almost my 18th birthday and looking back at the past as really hit me. even though a big majority of me have grown into someone who's independent over these last few years. recently, i've never felt more dependent. telling myself its ok to depend on others doesn't even cut it. i dont like the feeling. it scares me more than anything, knowing that if what i'm dependent on is gone one day, or something happens and its never going to be the same. what am i going to do? this attachment has grown on me, in ways i never thought it could.








anyways on the happier side. 20 more days until my birthday <3!!


and i'm pretty excited.








the future is coming, and its coming full throttle.








-graduation


-taiwan


-college.








haha well i'm gonna go look for apartments online.





"mommy status!"
xoxo Jenn.




How do you not love this..



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