Saturday, May 22, 2010

Hello blog

i haven't written anything on here for more than a year.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

just great.

every part of my body is in pain.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

What If

Just Think.
What If...
Every day was treated like a new beginning?

Where grudges, bitterness, unforgiveness, and worries died the moment your head hit the pillow. And at the time you had awaken to a new morning your mind would be renewed, not lacking knowledge or wisdom from the past, but building on what has been made from prior situations and circumstances.

Each person you'd come into contact with you'd treat like it had been the first time you'd met them and your first impression persona was at the top of it's game. Being kind, loving, unconditional in terms of your friendship in how things are done to show thanks. What if, we did things without having presumptuous intentions of wanting to be thanked for what we had done.

What if, we shared our gifts just out of love and never had the expectations of wanting to be loved in return, because we had the reassurance of knowing we're already loved regardless of what we do.

What if, our confidence was placed in something bigger then ourselves so that our dreams weren't limited to our own fears and insecurities.

What if, believing was reality?

Monday, January 5, 2009

i want..

i want it all to have mattered.

Sometimes when you're young, you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you, and you have big plans. Big plans. To find your perfect match. The one that completes you. But as you get older, you realize it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of your life that you realize how the plans you made were simply plans. At the end, when you're looking back instead of forward, you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe that you're leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

john mayer concert


im going to LA tonight to go see John Mayer for the 2nd time!!! <3>
i loveeee him & i cant wait !!

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

lots of school work this week..
exams, homework assignments, projects, finals prep.

its exhausting at times. but i'll make it through.
2 more weeks. then i'm done.



man.. i want my mama.

Monday, December 1, 2008

sometimes

sometimes it feels like a part of me dies.
this feeling is unbearable & excruciating at times.
i want it to stop. i will make it stop.

2 weeks till winter break. thank goodness.